Its like no matter what someones feelings end up hurt. Its like you dont intentionally want to hurt them but, sometimes its to much for you to handle. Tonight i broke one of the sweetest girls hearts. I feel so absolutly horible, but we werent ment for eachtoehr. We werent ment to be, but who knows maybe in her eyes we were? Watching her cry her eyes out tonight was probably the hardest thing i have ever had to do, she will never forgive me.
i just lost my best friend, and i dont even know what to do. i cant handle this
So i started this new job at BJs like maybe two months ago. You know, i really like it i made a lot of new friends, even started talking to this new girl. A girl who i had a lot in common with and we like hit it off so good. Then out of no where she stops talking to me? i assume its because she just doesnt wanna make things awkward at work and i kinda get over it. Then all the girls at work start acting like im there best friend and the guys other then my one good friend all stop talking to me? i didnt really question it though. Then tonight when the girl im interested comes up to me and is like james i really just have to ask your gay right? I get fucking pissed the fuck off. Since freshman year everyones been calling me gay, so its like a sore subject. I am not gay though, i have had sex with girls and i plan to continue it in the future. Im just very accepting of people being into diffrent things because thats how a lot of people in my family are, no big deal. So i ask the girl why she would think that? Its because my old best friend and a bunch of stupid bitches who dont even know me went around telling everyone at work i was gay and not to talk to me. She specifically even yelled at the girl i was interested in not to waste her time because i will never be interested because i like dick. STFU stupid bitch. ughh im just so angry right now.
